Lovers Rock

a twisted tale

you like the pretty girls

with the pretty face

and the small waist

so why me?

why did you pick me out of everyone you could have chosen?

i’m so ugly

and bland

and I have nothing on my body you could possibly

ever want

are you sick of me?

please don’t be

don’t leave me

I cant live without you

why did you kiss me?

a very foolish reason

you say

because I wanted to

but

WHY

ME?

I hate myself for who I am

so why did you decide to love me?

why did you choose to kiss me?

i don’t understand

are you gonna get sick of me?

I would

I would have gotten so sick that I would need to be hospitalized

you confuse me

with your words

you say

“I love you”

I’m confused on how

“I love you” can be said to someone like me

I don’t understand how you could love

such a mistake like me

I like that you can look at yourself in the mirror

something I will never be able to do

you have such a beautiful face

and a beautiful smile

everything about you just shines so brightly

I wish I could smash my mirror into a thousand pieces

just so I don’t have to see the person I am

my mirror despises me

it makes me look like I have so many flaws

I love that I have noticed

you have drawn stars around my scars

just don’t make me bleed

I love you

but I don’t love myself

I, in fact hate myself very much

but don’t let my self-hate ruin your brightness

there is so many things to admire about you

I look at you from a distance

I see so much

I see a golden sun

I see the gates of heaven

but I see myself from a distance

and I feel sick

all I see is gray

and darkness

nothing more

so why did you choose me?

a soulless

good for nothing

btch?